One last time on my lap, by hand.
It was hard — the hardest all day.
Then the heart pain was gone; the bottom pain began its long fade. Atonement complete, absolution granted, gratitude all that remained.
My gratitude for her trust and submission: for the gift of her Self that I strive to earn every day all over again.
Her gratitude that I can show her my love even in the difficult ways we have found to suit us. For being care-ful of her.
The rest of the morning was for gratitude, and it was, as I can also say of my belovèd, very, very good.
— Frenulum
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